im weak now,i cant hold it no more

i somehow lost the control of it.

is getting harder to take you away from my mind

trying to say i miss you, yet i lose my voice.

HELLO
today went out to study with janice.
did some work and all.but still haven complete my summary.
which is like killing me.i miss out one point thats why i stop doing it.
and im here to announce that JANICE LIM is a lazy pig.
hah.she is so lazy in studying!so dumb.
okayokay anyway today i bully her alot whic somehow had some revenge.
so yup not too bad.
after studying went to walk around
and i saw this stupid ass jumper thats cost $119 from topshop!!
freak freak i swear im going to get it as long as my aunt agree too.
hah.iloveit!
left marina to meet mother at vivo to have dinner.
bring her to topshop to see that top and alll...
and the most important thing i need money to shop!!
hah i can die without shoopppingg.
okay whateva.
ca1 is coming nearer i must push myself to study hard!!
my aim is to pass all my subjects.yes is a must.hah
then after ca1 shall meet up all darlings!!
which is like totally!!i miss you all loads...
shall stop here.

you are damn wrong to make me miss you

you wasnt suppose to.

you gotta be my side every single day hours minutes seconds

damn it you are so damn wrong.

it is killing me by writing all this

and why do i have to do this?

where the hell have you been

is making me so miserable.

make it a end baby lets end it i just gotta let it go.

heres the post.
chinese new year was kinda fun
met up with cousins aunty uncles
get hong baos from them, gamble and so on.
like every year nothing special.yup.
finally get to go out with gege again.hha
we were rushing here and there just to see the fireworks.
so coolius.love it.but wouldnt it be nice if you were there too?
ca1 is starting soon gotta mug abit.
cause i have been slacking alot.yup.hah.
okayokay shall stop writing if i will be bore to death.bye.

hhhhheeelllloooo!

whateva im just bore but im lazy to type!!

so i will just summarise it.

met colleen to pass her valentine present.brunch in some restaurant.

have a long talk.....and yup thats all.

pictures.

hey boy

please know that you are running of time in my world now

and if you miss it you wont get it again.

promises between us will never vanish

and baby the trust i have for you is unlimited.

HELLO EVERYBODY IS VALENTINE DAY!

hope everyone have fun!

yup hmm recieve quite alot of present today!

hah so happy..went for training talk alot of stuff with yushan.

yup.is kinda a nice training day though!hah
went home and get ready to meet meifen and chue sister.

meet up with meifen first then went cine to pass present to janice.

oh she is super nice cause she bought this forever friends bear so CUTE!thanks.

meet up with chues they all then went to pastamania for dinner.

one MOST important thing i saw jo jo!!miss her loads okay.hah

have lots of fun with the leftover food hah.so funny!

rachel chue so NICE okay she bought this balloon unique balloon for me.hah

but she bring it home first for some reason!!haha.

take neos and all!freak this is super ultimat neos i ever take before!!show you later.

and is time for home decided to cab home but the queeue outside heeren is like super long

so we walk here and there to find a place to get cab.

surprisingly i saw xinni hannah and mich.love love.

finally got a cab and we WENT HOME!!!HAHA.time for pictures!!

for this special picture there is a way of doing know abt it view meifen blog!




kisses flying catch mine if you see it!

LOVE LOADS OUT THERE PEOPLE!!

OH PEOPLE OUT THERE LETS COUNTDOWN TO VALENTINE DAY!!

okayokay whateva i know im high now but im always like that hah.

hmm dont think i will get as much present as last year.kinda sad.

cant even celebrate with my beloved clique.sad sad sad.

but at least candy is celebrating with me so not that bad.

oh and is a MUST to go trainin tomorrow!!i havent been going for so long.

and if i still dont go i will lose all my points which is like so wasted huh?

oh sad i have been single for 17 yrs is unbelievable!!this is CRAZY!

HAH but who cares.as long as i have my friends around me.

okayokay i need to prepare my present for my beloved frieeeeennnnddddsss already

BYEBYE!

LOOK JOCEY IS ADVERTISING PEEL FRESH DRINKS.

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Lots of people

want to ride with you in the limo,

but what you want is

someone who will take the bus with you

when the limo breaks down.

lamenating every single word you said to me

keep it in the bottle of ours

capsized the place you go to

so that no one is able to follow you

i wont do anything.

i will just sit and wait inside the corner of your heart.

no matter whats the aftermath.

the crack will come along.

contouring out the road that you mention

a place you will never get

capturing the scenary that you admire

miss it when it is gone

ardent the affection that is coming

acknowledge it before you lost it

hey candy im updating.

yup though i was kinda lazy.hah.

i need people's motivation to get me blogging.

things are still the same.good and bad.

i wouldnt want to talk abt the bad thing
i just want my friends to stay the same.no fighting and everything.

yup.guys and girls stop wasting time on me.

i will just drag your time with nothing good happening to you all.

and the stupid guy out there stop beating around the bush.

you are freaking bad to me.do you know?

whats your mind thinking now?thinking of another girl.

freak dont tell me that then what about all the stuff you have been telling me all along?

do you even remember what you said to me?tmd

and what you are doing now?knowing me better by not talking to me!

you are the best freak i swear.torturing me for the freaking few days.

make me feel like a idiot waiting for your bloody ass message to come.

it wasnt fun wasnt interesting?freak you wont know it cause no one did it to you before.

be the gayness among the gays.go ahead!!

pictures.